... [ she looks a little exasperated. there's a little ball of sadness, confusion, and a little anger but tired and small now all wrapped up in her emotions. but she sighs. ]
[ He expects him to, but. Anyway now I can reveal what I thought was hilarious was Hanako telling Ryuki he's scared Tama is going to hate him if he tells her he killed Satan and Ryuki just being like she won't and then getting your 'she's going to throttle whoever killed Satan' tag unprompted just a few hours later. ]
I know. But I just wanted him to actually apologise to you too, and not to us.
[ Satan's death didn't affect him that much, frankly. He never got close to that guy on the account of the whole, you know, self-proclaimed literal Morning Star, casually suggesting torture on trial days guy. ]
Well, he did. It'll be fine, I just-- y'know. It sucked having all of them gone, at the end.
[ she's able to forgive lillium, she'll... figure it all out. ] I feel kinda tired to be mad at people, but I still have people I'm mad at. Does that make sense?
[ ... ] But he did go beyond why he targeted him and I... get it? I think?
[ He's also usually too tired to be mad, his capacity for angry is very low. But it doesn't mean he's not mad. You know. ]
I don't know that I'd ever call Hanako's reasons exactly good, but he's... thirteen, and just made a lot of bad decisions. [ And as much as he dislikes it, he's sympathetic and a pushover, and can understand making bad decisions. ] Either way, it's not going to do us good for the immediate future to hold grudges against each other, so...
[ He knew Tama would be reasonable, which is why he told Hanako Tama's not going to hate him. Their bar for hate is a lot. Didn't mean he thought Tama was just going to brush it off though, but Hanako can't just walk out consequence-free anyway. ]
...Do we have any idea on how we're supposed to proceed with the whole moon thing?
[ (hanako voice)i just thought literal satan wouldn’t die ]
I don’t know much about what’s going to happen at all. It looks like the “dead” leaders are back too? I saw Mika talking to one of them earlier. Maybe they’ll have some ideas.
[ side note: looks at a tag i just got and closes my eyes for nine hours. ]
Lillium mentioned the book’s missing most of its pages now. He didn’t know too much about it, but— he did hear accounts from people who went looking for it.
He specified he wasn’t part of the group that actually retrieved the book and saw how few pages it had left. So he couldn’t tell me if it was a thick or thin book, for some idea of how damaged it was.
But— some people who were there before him might have been involved in retrieving it, and might be able to share a little more information.
Everything's been so nonstop crazy, I don't think I knew what I could expect or believe in anymore.
[ Honestly. Literally anything and everything has been happening so much. He spent the first two weeks or so blatantly tiptoeing around the whole multi-worlds jamjar thing, or magic powers, or all sorts of things of the impossible, and now he's here, full 'this may as well happen' mode. That's the real character arc. ]
[ Horse continues... he hopes Tama doesn't get too used to this. Maybe. Well, he should really be stopping her but. ]
Well, I told you I didn't think people hated me...
[ That being said, he was always on his own line in his world. There were people around, but Ryuki somewhat always had a tendency to stay in his own bubble... with Tama, of course. It's a little different here, but it's nice.
He really has not socialised this much in so long, help. ]
There’s a big difference between not being hated, and being liked. The people here are good for you, I think. [ WELL. AND THEN HANAKO MURDERED FOUR PEOPLE but y’know. ] Datz especially.
You know you’ve always got me, but I don’t think this part of this place has been bad.
Datz... and Hanako. It really is the funniest dorm dynamic ever. ]
I always figured you'd be better at it than me if other people ever got to know you.
[ He's in this bizarre spot where it's like, it's weird that other people know Tama now, but it also feels weirdly natural that if people know him, they also know Tama. This is his other half after all. ]
[ well she would but the effect would be less than impressive. and successful.
two men and their murder ghost. the game really killed both your girls. ]
I’ve only ever spoken to like… five people before coming here. It’s not like I had experience.
[ it’s probably healthy for them, but it is still weird that they have friendships and connections without the other now. ] I can’t say I’m glad for this place, or coming here, but I’m not mad about meeting the people we did.
[ Honestly, they were doing pretty good, even if in theory the shut-in codependence isn't good. They're good for each other, but that's the power of AI. ]
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... [ she looks a little exasperated. there's a little ball of sadness, confusion, and a little anger but tired and small now all wrapped up in her emotions. but she sighs. ]
He did, yeah.
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[ He expects him to, but. Anyway now I can reveal what I thought was hilarious was Hanako telling Ryuki he's scared Tama is going to hate him if he tells her he killed Satan and Ryuki just being like she won't and then getting your 'she's going to throttle whoever killed Satan' tag unprompted just a few hours later. ]
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... He did actually apologise, yeah. And he explained why he did it, even if that didn't exactly make things better.
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[ Satan's death didn't affect him that much, frankly. He never got close to that guy on the account of the whole, you know, self-proclaimed literal Morning Star, casually suggesting torture on trial days guy. ]
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[ she's able to forgive lillium, she'll... figure it all out. ] I feel kinda tired to be mad at people, but I still have people I'm mad at. Does that make sense?
[ ... ] But he did go beyond why he targeted him and I... get it? I think?
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[ He's also usually too tired to be mad, his capacity for angry is very low. But it doesn't mean he's not mad. You know. ]
I don't know that I'd ever call Hanako's reasons exactly good, but he's... thirteen, and just made a lot of bad decisions. [ And as much as he dislikes it, he's sympathetic and a pushover, and can understand making bad decisions. ] Either way, it's not going to do us good for the immediate future to hold grudges against each other, so...
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I just said I 'get it', not that they were good reasons. I'm not going to hold a grudge against him, I'm just... like I said. Tired.
[ she really just wants to go home now. ] Don't worry, I'll work through it.
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[ He knew Tama would be reasonable, which is why he told Hanako Tama's not going to hate him. Their bar for hate is a lot. Didn't mean he thought Tama was just going to brush it off though, but Hanako can't just walk out consequence-free anyway. ]
...Do we have any idea on how we're supposed to proceed with the whole moon thing?
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I don’t know much about what’s going to happen at all. It looks like the “dead” leaders are back too? I saw Mika talking to one of them earlier. Maybe they’ll have some ideas.
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If they have stuff to share with us, I hope they do it soon... especially about that book.
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Lillium mentioned the book’s missing most of its pages now. He didn’t know too much about it, but— he did hear accounts from people who went looking for it.
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What kind of accounts were those?
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But— some people who were there before him might have been involved in retrieving it, and might be able to share a little more information.
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[ there’s a pause and then she just kinda laughs ]
I think a part of me didn’t believe they’d make it back. You know when you suddenly lose some anxiety you didn’t know you were still carrying?
[ as much as an AI could feel anxiety before now. ]
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[ Honestly. Literally anything and everything has been happening so much. He spent the first two weeks or so blatantly tiptoeing around the whole multi-worlds jamjar thing, or magic powers, or all sorts of things of the impossible, and now he's here, full 'this may as well happen' mode. That's the real character arc. ]
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…
[ she just looks at him for a moment. ]
I’m proud of you, you know.
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[ This isn't necessarily self-deprecating, genuinely curious as to what she's talking about. ]
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A lot of things. You did good. Every week, even when it sucked and it was hurting you. [ she is. smooshing his face again rip sir ]
And I told you people genuinely liked you. Do you believe me yet?
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Well, I told you I didn't think people hated me...
[ That being said, he was always on his own line in his world. There were people around, but Ryuki somewhat always had a tendency to stay in his own bubble... with Tama, of course. It's a little different here, but it's nice.
He really has not socialised this much in so long, help. ]
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There’s a big difference between not being hated, and being liked. The people here are good for you, I think. [ WELL. AND THEN HANAKO MURDERED FOUR PEOPLE but y’know. ] Datz especially.
You know you’ve always got me, but I don’t think this part of this place has been bad.
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Datz... and Hanako. It really is the funniest dorm dynamic ever. ]
I always figured you'd be better at it than me if other people ever got to know you.
[ He's in this bizarre spot where it's like, it's weird that other people know Tama now, but it also feels weirdly natural that if people know him, they also know Tama. This is his other half after all. ]
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two men and their murder ghost. the game really killed both your girls. ]
I’ve only ever spoken to like… five people before coming here. It’s not like I had experience.
[ it’s probably healthy for them, but it is still weird that they have friendships and connections without the other now. ] I can’t say I’m glad for this place, or coming here, but I’m not mad about meeting the people we did.
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Yeah, I guess so.
[ For the most part, the people were good. ]
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I wonder if we’ll ever see them again.
[ she is still just holding his face. this is his life. ]
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