And everyone survived. Injured, life changing in some ways. But everyone back home survived. If it was mimicking what Ryuki and I know that closely, then...
[ he looks at his hands which are like. fucked up. like when you claw desperately at some rocks, say. ]
Lillium's friend and Luffy were trapped under rubble. I couldn't... we couldn't get them out. And they couldn't move the others ones without me before it collapsed. But I...
[ she could tell him that happened to one of the group, but they still survived. it took years, and did a number on people's mental health with them being gone, but they survived.
but.
how is telling that story going to help? ]
...
What they do in those places isn't real. But it feels like it is, even down to the more mundane things. [ so. she's careful about where she touches, as his hands are a mess apparently?? :( but she gives one of his hands a small squeeze. ]
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The cath--were we in a church.
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If the place looked the same? Then yes.
Naixatloz is a cult. They have two cathedrals under their Tokyo offices.
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[ there's such a long silence ]
Why. [ anyway. ] It blew up. And then everyone was injured. And the place collapsed.
[ the end. ]
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Cult. Nothing about them is sane.
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Yeah. It blew up. Everyone was injured. [ ... ]
And everyone survived. Injured, life changing in some ways. But everyone back home survived. If it was mimicking what Ryuki and I know that closely, then...
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[ he looks at his hands which are like. fucked up. like when you claw desperately at some rocks, say. ]
Lillium's friend and Luffy were trapped under rubble. I couldn't... we couldn't get them out. And they couldn't move the others ones without me before it collapsed. But I...
[ there's a long pause ]
He's my brother.
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...
[ she could tell him that happened to one of the group, but they still survived. it took years, and did a number on people's mental health with them being gone, but they survived.
but.
how is telling that story going to help? ]
...
What they do in those places isn't real. But it feels like it is, even down to the more mundane things. [ so. she's careful about where she touches, as his hands are a mess apparently?? :( but she gives one of his hands a small squeeze. ]
I'm sorry.
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... It wasn't. I know it wasn't, but I...
[ it felt real. it still sort of feels real. ]
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But it feels like it was. And that messes with you.
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[ he doesn't know what else to say to that ]
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... I don't know if it will get better. It'll take time, either way.
[ stares at zia through the internet, directly. ]
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[ too bad his brain is swiss cheese ]
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[ wow! just like canon. ]
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Then don't focus on it. If it comes back, it comes back. If it doesn't, it doesn't. Either way, you'll work through it.
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Have you at least seen Will, or had a remedy shoved at you yet? I don't know if that will help, but it might be worth trying.
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[ for the record. he just got generic first aid he never got real heals ]
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...
[ she sighs. ] Alright.
Why is everyone so against getting checked over half the time?
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[ this is just his pain tolerance speaking ]
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You lost your eye last week and you're saying that to me.
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[ IS IT FINE NOW ]
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