Ace, there is never a good week to blackmail someone into murdering.
[ even if he was considering it!! she'd rather have been able to discuss it and help in some way not just... finding out what had happened after the fact and not have been able to do anything for him. ]
I do wish we’d had the time to decide together, as a team. It had to happen, I’m just… angry that was taken from us and dumped on your shoulders entirely.
Not angry at you— just. [ gestures. everything else. ]
... I didn't want anyone to cover for me in the first place. [ that's the thing, because-- ] Killing one person because it might be necessary, but there's no one I'd be fine taking the blame for me right now.
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... There's not much else I can say for this mess.
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It's definitely a mess-- but we know who I'm mad at about it. [ not! him! ] Especially seeing as this whole blackmail crap can't be isolated.
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[ because ace was already considering going for their sake, because ace got his brain scrambled with. pick one!! ]
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[ even if he was considering it!! she'd rather have been able to discuss it and help in some way not just... finding out what had happened after the fact and not have been able to do anything for him. ]
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[ …… ]
I do wish we’d had the time to decide together, as a team. It had to happen, I’m just… angry that was taken from us and dumped on your shoulders entirely.
Not angry at you— just. [ gestures. everything else. ]
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[ now she can be angry at him ]
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[ cover for their goat. she’d have complicated feelings about it but— her goats. ]
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…
It was never going to be easy. But after a certain point, it just got worse.
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[ even if they don't have a choice!! it sucks ]
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Ahh, that’s a optimism I’ll have to work my way up to. But we’ll see. It’d be nice if we did.
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[ he says on death row ]
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And spite. Don’t forget that. I’m feeling more of that than I want to admit.
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[ and growing ever more powerful each week ]